There's always a first time for everything, just like this. Never thought i would actually blog.
Just wanted to do something different like share my thoughts. So here goes..
I think almost everyone waits for the year they turn 21. I myself cant wait to turn 21. I always get so excited thinking of the day I actually turn 21 but somehow im not feeling as excited anymore, I wonder why - maybe because I thought 21 equals FREEDOM.
Well, turning 21 doesnt just mean freedom to me..eventhough I will be turning 21 in just a matter of hours, I feel that it's not about freedom anymore, it's about responsibility. It is about growing up to another level of maturity. Not misusing the freedom we get, but using the freedom in a responsible way.
Its time for me to grow up and stop repeating the same mistakes I always do. I am somewhat disgusted about the way i do things at times. Thank God for my family and friends who are always there to guide me when i sway away into the "longkang's of life"(according to my sister).
Love them so much.
I'm serious this time about coming out from my comfort zone. I know I always say this, but I am SERIOUS this time. *p.s :- I still need reminder from time to time, so to my loved ones, PLEASE scold me or slap me if you have to :)
I'm going to be turning 21 in an hour!! I'm a big girl now!!!(those who have watched 'Daddy Day Care' would understand this)hahahahaha.
Till then..tata.. :)
i understand what your goin through,not exicted bout turnin 21 cz its like jz a day n its gone ur bday...love that phrase longkang's of life(writin it dwn now..hahaha)
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i cant wait for you to continue..i remember turnin 21..lol prolly because it was just a couple of months back..i felt scared- of how my life would turn out to be, happy- caz woohoo im 21 baby and surprised- of how my life was at the moment..it was a mixture of emotions..both good and bad..but whatever it is..turnin 21 is definitely memorable and im sure you had a memorable bday as well :) sorry i couldnt make it tho
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