I. Am. ?

I. Am. Exhausted.

I. Am. Happy.

I. Am. Worried.

I. Am. Smiling.

I. Am. Singing.

I. Am. Thinking.

I. Am. Insecure.

I. Am. Taking. The. Risk.

I. Am. Going. Crazy.

I. Am. Reading.

I. Am. Wondering.

I. Am. Feeling. A. Little. Blue

What. is. going. on.with. Me.

Smile

:) :D :} :] :>

I normally smile most of the time. My lil' sis even says i'm smiling when i'm sleeping ( I don't think so..haha)

BUT

I realize I have not been smiling as much as I used to ( have you ever felt that way? It totally sucks) especially after I started this new job of mine (don't get me wrong, its fun working where i'm working). Maybe because i'm trying to cope and adjust myself to all these new things at work and it gets stressful sometimes because of the responsibility plus I am physically exhausted as I work extra hours at times. And being an outsider who just joined, not many are warm towards you. It's getting much better now. Thank God.

Then when my lil' sis came back from her university 2 weeks back for a few days, I finally started smiling and I felt okay. Was so good to spend some time with her (missing her at this very moment). Then when she went back, my smile kinda disappeared again without me realizing until a friend told me to smile more cause I don't smile as much these days like I usually do.

BUT

Ever since I woke up today, I have been smiling and it feels good to be smiling again.. :)))

You make me smile..

Love,

Yvonne-is-smiling-again-chong :))))

Soft spot

Somewhere inside your heart, you have a

soft spot

for something..

..could be an animal..

..could be food..

..could be cars..

..could be money..

..could be a person..

and because of that soft spot, sometimes you would do anything..

An example, my mom has a soft spot for animals, any kind of animals. She has the tendency to play with stray dogs, cats, chickens, etc. She's not even afraid that the dog might just bite her (some stray dogs might not be too friendly). I use to have 3 dogs at home; Bruno, Milo and Cino. Unfortunately, Bruno and Milo died (You can read all about them in one of my post dedicated just for my dogs).I have 2 dogs now, Cino and Poncho. My mom still cries when she thinks of Bruno and Milo, her soft spot. She was even willing to chase a cobra that was hanging on our gate few years back just so that Bruno will not get bitten accidentally. What is she got bitten instead??

Well, like i said,

you would do anything..

Love,

Yvonne-off-to-bed-Chong

JUNE AND JULY UPDATE

TADA!! I'm back!! :)

It has been 2 months plus I've not blogged. Finally found some time to come here and jot down what has happened.

Catching up on my previous post in April on 'My Joblessness' . I've got a job now! and I have been working for exactly 2 months and 6 days! It has been really physically and mentally challenging but on the brighter side, it's fun as i get to meet a lot of people and its different everyday. I have moved on from events to F&B (Food and Beverage). It's a whole lot of a different kind of stress that you go through everyday. I may or may not reveal what company I am working in ( should I? or should I not? I most probably would not..haha). Well, you'll definitely hear more of my new job later on.

Let's see what else has happened..

JUNE

1) FATHER'S DAY!! I <3 my daddy more than words can say!! He is an example of the word 'sacrifice'. He gives us more than what he gets. He never expects anything in return. He would go all the way just to help us. He loves us wholeheartedly. He is an example of a man whom I would want to marry someday.He is definitely a friend and a joker to us. Plus, he's cool! :D I love him to bits! Dear Daddy, thank you so much for loving us so much! Words can never describe how much I love you!! Blessed Fathers Day Daddy!

JULY

1) UNCLE PETER'S WEDDING!! - Uncle Peter, an uncle that I knew from a church every since I moved to K.L when I was 8 years old. He finally found the love of his life and got married this July! He's 49 years old this year. True love will surely come if you wait <3

3) LIL SIS DANCE PERFORMANCE!! -my lil' sis joined a Bhangra dance team in her University. A really good team of dancers I must say! Few days back, the team was invited to perform in another University for an Indian Cultural Night and they were awesome!! My dad, mom and I got the chance to get the tickets to go for that Indian Cultural Night just to watch her dance. We were sitting second row from the front cheering for the team! I am so proud of my lil' sis!!

This post kinda makes my June and July seem like I had nothing much going on. But if you count in the 6-days-a-week job and church activities, it's enough to give you sleep deprivation. I need sleep..really do.

Love,

Yvonne-had-a-good-day-chong :)